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 Canter <3

   Talking to Emily on the phone. Yeah...I hope I have some flippin' classes with this kid. She's funny x586939.

   Yeah, I have a class with Jessica Gooden. Bleh! But Em says she's switching out of it because Cheyenne is in that class too. I mean please Jesus, I can deal with Cheyenne. But not Jessica. This is horrible. Maybe she will switch out for good. Then I'll have no more calsses with her fugly self. Hah.

  Well I have some weird news. My mother thinks I'm crazy in the head. She thinks I need medication. Like because I always have highs and lows. Not a meduim or anything. I'm not sick and I told her that. I don't need medication to make me feel better about life. Gosh. I don't want to grow up and be like that. Rely on medicine to make life easier. Bleh.

   Well this is the last week of summer. Ugh, so weird. Summer has gone by so fast. I hate it.

  I'm done so...here's something for you.

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: Hence the pulse is coming from the bass drum.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? My lamp.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Motion City Soundtrack's ' The future freaks me out' music video.
4. Without looking, guess what time it is: about like 3
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 3:28
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Alkaline Trio, Time to Waste
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? last night, I was looking for Mr Skittles.
8. Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? An IM box...
9. What are you wearing? a purple cami, blue underwear and black boxers 
10. Did you dream last night? yeah
11. When did you last laugh? like 5 seconds ago. Emily screamed at her sister.
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Well I have alot of posters and a bulliten board full of Avenged Sevenfold pictures. I've also got a collage of pictures of my friends and family.
13. Seen anything weird lately? um..I looked out the door today and saw Bruno taking a shit. Haha.
14. What do you think of this quiz? Well I'm bored..?
15. What is the last film you saw? Guess Who
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? A private Avenged Sevenfold show for me and a few friends.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: I secretly listen to Avril Lavigne and Ashlee Simpson.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I'd change fake people and 10 dollar whores. People are better than that you know...?
19. Do you like to dance? meeeeh, on rainy days.
20. George Bush: no comment.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Samantha Jadeee, Mary Michelleee or Amanda Nicole =)
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Atreyu Caiden =) shut it, you could just call him Tre. =)
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? well...
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? welcome home <3

and another...

Single or taken? well there's this one boy...naaaah. single =(
Where do you live? far far away from yoO
Sex or ice cream? it depends on what kinda sex. Haha.
What color underwear are you wearing right now? blue
What are you doing right now? talking to Em on the phone.
What was the last thing you did? eat Assple Criop.
What is right next to you? a wall and a lamp.
Who was the last person you made out with? hm...haha does it matter? He's not around any moreee to care about me.
If you were a toy, what would you be? a teddy bear maybe...?
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? not sure.
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Jimmy Sullivan...?
How many people do you have on your buddy list? over 100
How's the weather right now? hott, hott and hotter.
Last person you spoke to on the phone? Emily, and we're still talking. Haha going on 3 hours yo.
Last person who IMed you? Andrea's sister Liz...
Last person you IMed? Alex.
What's your ring tone? ...
What do you think a toblerone is? some kid of candy..
Do you wear contacts? nope I wear emo kid glasses.
What school do you go to? ...Patrick motherfucking Henry Highschool
Do you own a vehicle? hm...your mom
Have you ever won a special award? nope.
What are your future plans? to meet Avenged Sevenfold and From First To Last.
Last film you saw at the cinema? The Island
Did you actually watch it? yeahh and it was sweet.
Fave day of the year?  Halloween
Are you too shy to ask anyone out? heh
If you could change your  name to anything, what would it be? I like the name Amanda...
Have you ever been in love? no...
Do you like scary or h appy movies? scary movies make me puke like fureal.
Christmas or Easter? Christmas I guess.
Lust or love? pffft
Kisses or hugs? hugs
If you could change one thing, what would it be? about what...well I'd change your face.
What color are your pajamas? most of them are plaid.
What color is your toothbrush? grey and neon orange
Fave part of the opposite sex?  eyes
Whats the first thing you think of when you wkae up? what time is it...?
Roller coaster: scary or exciting? both.
How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? depends on the time of day.
If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? one person! Gosh! Haha definately Zack Baker.
Fave quote? from like a song..? 'er okay. Here goes... '' Two in my heart have left me awhile, I stand alone. When they get back it won't be the same. ''
Zodiac sign? cancer
Half empty or half full? ahh, one of life's un answered questions. haha
Whats your fave number? 27
Root Beer or Doctor Pepper? depends on my mood
Mud or jelly wrestling? I play drums..? haha
Skiing or snowboarding?  snowboarding
Day or night? We Come Out At Night...bitch
Summer or winter? winter <3
Silver or gold? silver
Diamonds or pearls? pearls
Sunrise or sunset? rise.
Have you ever broken a bone? no..haha.
Do you hate anyone? I know I shouldn't hate..but yeah. I hate a few people. It doesn't matter who, just know that I hate them and all they are.

 BUGS ARE SICK. REALLY SICK. I HATE MOSQUITOS BUT OBVIOUSLY MY ROOM DOES NOT.  UGH. SO NASTY DUDE.

  well I got my hair cut and it looks nice. =) No purple though, I have to wait. Because why, because it's socially unacceptable. But thats ok. I'm 6854687x more hardxcore that any of those socially acceptable people. Bleh. Why can't I be meeee? I hate how everyone in my family is all like ''Jessseeca you're a freak''  Yeah well I don't care I'll freak their faces with my fist. Hot Damn.

   Well, I'm tired so.

   Canter <3

  Well, I'm going to go get my hair cut today. That should be nice. Well no, not cut. Trimmmmed. So like it can be more layered. I hate it how it is right now. But yeah, I also might put in some purple streaks. Hah my mom wouldn't kill me. And my stepmom finds it socially unaccepteable.  Yay for individuality! bleh

  I don't think I'm doing anything else today. I might go to hottopic and buy out all the FFTL and A7x shirts. Hah. Not sure yet.

   Well Thats It.

    Canter <3

Currently Listening Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount By From First to Last ride the wings of PESTILENCE! see related

  Ugh. I have that awkward feeling in my gut again. It's about this boy. Bleh. I saw him tonight at orientation. He was cute as ever. =/

  I don't even care though. He doesn't exactly talk to me anymore so why even call him my friend or have this weird feeling about him. Bleh. I hate talking to the kid. I know i make him oh so uncomfortable. Everytime I do find it in me to talk to him I get all dry mouthed and studderish. It sucks so bad. I don't even care though. Boys are stupid and they are way too much trouble. How about I get through my freshman year without even worrying about what he or anyone else thinks of me. Sound good?

   But yeah, orientation went well. Hah. My stepsister and her bestfriend Kim took me. That are so fun to be around. The school really isn't all that big actually. I think..I just think..I mightenjoy it. Everyone has been making highschool sound so good to me. I'm excited to go. Is that bad? Ha I probably won't get a lick of sleep before the first day. Then I'm gonna have to get up at 5:30. Sleepless. So I can shower, get dressed, blow dry my hair, fix my hair, put on my loads of war paint, eat breakfast and brush my teeeth. Thats about all my rountine consists of. Haha. I've got all my gear packed up in my bag. So I can just pick it up and walts out the door.  Haaa

 But, ok so if you have a map of PH near by check tihs shit out. I have to walk all the way from the old gym to room 213. Thats a hell of a walk. I'ma be late to biology every other day unless I run run run. Well yeah.

   Oh and another thing that sucks. I won't be at school the 2nd day because I have to go to the dermitologist. I know I didn't spell that right but whatever. Hah. But yeah, so it's just going to suck.

    Okie dokie, it's bedtime. I need to get out of my stupid summer habit.

    Canter <333